I’m making a new blog..

I hope I didn’t mess things up, I hope you are happy still and nothing changes for you. I hope a lot of things. I know I asked a lot and I know it must have been hard for you.. And I’m sorry I had to do that, but I’m also not sorry, because I needed that. I needed to say goodbye to you in a way that I would have even if you weren’t interested in someone else. So I do dearly hope that I didn’t mess anything up for you, that was furthest from my intention, please understand that. I only ever want your happiness and if you are happy still and nothing has been ruined by my actions then I am so glad to hear that. Please forgive me for what I did. I love you and I wish I could know that I didn’t mess it up for you. But what’s done is done and now I must move on, as must you. Don’t forget about everything we shared and the love we had. You meant the world to me beautiful girl.

It was three completely amazing years. Thank you for everything you did for me. You taught me how to love and how to allow myself to completely give all of myself to another human being. You helped me grow into the person I was too afraid to grow into. I accepted that what I needed was you. You are so completely perfect and I hope you receive everything you deserve. If I am what you want and what you really need in your life then do not be afraid to follow your heart. If not, still follow your heart and don’t let anything get in your way. You deserve that much.

Everyone else who reads my blog! I will be creating a new one shortly and I will post the URL on here so you can all follow me.